Monday, October 25, 2010

My Desire

okay, so I know it has been a long time since I have blogged. Not to say I haven't had any feelings lately, just none as strong as this. You know how when you are a kid and you have all of your friends that you hang out with all the time, and also when you are young that you don't feel as if you don't have to worry about ANYTHING. You just feel as if there are no finances or schedules or worries in your life. I'm 18 and living on my own. The past few months have been hard, from leaving one to another and couch hopping. this past co;uple of months have been easier since I have had a stable place to live but the other worry now is my finances now. I have a job that I can pay for them and all, but it still ponders my mind. But very recently, I was able to forget about those worries. I know reason of this too. when I am with a person that I care about, all worries disapate. They are no longer in my mind and I can feel free. I know I have these priorities that I must fulfill, but I don't feel as if they are the only thing to think about any more.

my desire in life is to have someone in my life who I can always trust on making this feeling a reality. I truely think I have found this person. I yern for my desire for me to be with this person to become a reality.

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